When I don't have to feel like shit every time I remember your existence.
When I stopped thinking about you every time my mind wanders through the depths of broken memories.
To stop being reminded of you from every little things that we used to do together.
I'm longing for that time when you won't be the person in mind when someone asks about love,
Love I never had.
Because you are a constant reminder of how naive I was.
I wish there will come a time when someone will mend the broken pieces of my soul that once was whole,
A soul you once admired.
Time will come when someone will treat me tons better than you ever did.
Someone who can look at me and never doubt to tell me that I matter and that I am loved.
Someone who thinks I'm perfect as much as I think I am(lol).
Someone who gets excited for me even when I dress like a homeless or just hipster.
Someone who has me as the starring role in that thing inside of most humans chest.
Someone who will stay,
And never leave like you did.
-lance
